ever have that feeling that somethings wrong, but you don't know what it is? i'm going though that now... maybe its because i'm talking to jackie, who at one point i liked...and she's prying into me, and i really don't want her to, but nevertheless she is. i'm just really in a "i could care less" mood right now...and i really don't feel like talking about linda, or any one else.
Starz 4633: hey ProjectGoat9: hey Starz 4633: how r u ProjectGoat9: fine you? Starz 4633: pretty good ProjectGoat9: thats good Starz 4633: yea Starz 4633: so wut have u done this spring break ProjectGoat9: nothing Starz 4633: wow Starz 4633: wuts wrong? ProjectGoat9: what makes you think somethings wrong? Starz 4633: the fact that u r answering all my ?s with one word answers is kinda a major hint to somethings wrong ProjectGoat9: ah, im just tired Starz 4633: bs Starz 4633: wuts wrong ProjectGoat9: i'm tired, i've been up since 2am Starz 4633: so, I have been up since yesterday morning, I think u can handle it Starz 4633: lol ProjectGoat9: yeah me too ProjectGoat9: lol Starz 4633: so newayz Starz 4633: who all u talking to? ProjectGoat9: just you and nicole Starz 4633: Nicole who? ProjectGoat9: hang on Starz 4633: ok ProjectGoat9: rutherford ProjectGoat9: nicole rutherford Starz 4633: oo Starz 4633: ok?! ProjectGoat9: lol Starz 4633: so wut u up to ProjectGoat9: nothin much ProjectGoat9: playing gta ProjectGoat9: and talkin to people Starz 4633: kewl ProjectGoat9: yeah, i got asked to prom Starz 4633: by... ProjectGoat9: linda Starz 4633: snyder?? ProjectGoat9: yeah Starz 4633: SHES A HOE!!! Starz 4633: sry if u dont agree... Starz 4633: wut did u say? ProjectGoat9: i haven't answered yet Starz 4633: oo Starz 4633: wut r u going to say? ProjectGoat9: dunno, haven't thought about it Starz 4633: oo Starz 4633: well, do u want to go with her?? ProjectGoat9: i dunno, i really don't want to go at all. Starz 4633: oo Starz 4633: do u like her?? ProjectGoat9: as a friend Starz 4633: oo Starz 4633: thats kewl Starz 4633: i suppose ProjectGoat9: yeah Starz 4633: so newayz... moving on ProjectGoat9: ? Starz 4633: hows it goin wit u ProjectGoat9: eh, so-so Starz 4633: y so-so Starz 4633: explain ProjectGoat9: well... Starz 4633: ... ProjectGoat9: i talked to my ex, she's wanting to go back out with me ProjectGoat9: but, i really don't feel like being hurt again. Starz 4633: and thats - bad?? ProjectGoat9: yeah Starz 4633: oo ProjectGoat9: she's one of the reasons i don't trust people Starz 4633: oo ProjectGoat9: yeah ProjectGoat9: but, part of me says yet, and the other says no Starz 4633: well, do u like her like that still? Starz 4633: if u do, go out with her ProjectGoat9: kinda Starz 4633: then go out with her Starz 4633: wuts the worse that could happen? Starz 4633: who is it newayz? ProjectGoat9: you wouldn't know her, she doesn't go to NV Starz 4633: oo Starz 4633: where does she go Starz 4633: ? ProjectGoat9: i don't want to get hurt again, she left me for one of my closests friends ProjectGoat9: ike Starz 4633: oo Starz 4633: im sry, that sux ProjectGoat9: yeah Starz 4633: well, if u think she would do that to u again, then dont go bak out with her Starz 4633: but if u trust her, dont wry bout it Starz 4633: and go out with her ProjectGoat9: nah, i don't trust her. Starz 4633: then dont go bak out with her till u do Starz 4633: if u ever do again ProjectGoat9: i don't plan on it, if it didn't work out once why would it work out the second time? know what i mean? Starz 4633: yea, i made that mistake by going bak out with my ex last year Starz 4633: i went out with him seven times Starz 4633: it sucked ProjectGoat9: holy shit Starz 4633: wut ProjectGoat9: 7 times... Starz 4633: lol Starz 4633: yea ProjectGoat9: how many guys have you gone out with total? Starz 4633: too many to count ProjectGoat9: ah. Starz 4633: yup yup ProjectGoat9: i've only gone out with 5 people. ProjectGoat9: one lasted almost 3 years... Starz 4633: really, I wish I could say that ProjectGoat9: nah, after 3 years it hurts like no other Starz 4633: yea Starz 4633: my longest relationship was almost two yrs, but yea... ProjectGoat9: hmm. Starz 4633: I broke it off, cuz he was cheating on me ProjectGoat9: ah Starz 4633: yea... ProjectGoat9: how long was he cheating on you? Starz 4633: rwo months Starz 4633: two** ProjectGoat9: hm. Starz 4633: yup yup ProjectGoat9: lets see .. mine was i think the half year her and i were togeather Starz 4633: really... ProjectGoat9: yeah Starz 4633: hmm... ProjectGoat9: ? Starz 4633: wut ProjectGoat9: your the one who said "hmm..." ProjectGoat9: lol ProjectGoat9: *sigh* :-X Starz 4633: lol Starz 4633: ok?! Starz 4633: so yea, u talk to Tom lately? ProjectGoat9: nah, he's in seattle this week :-) ProjectGoat9: why? Starz 4633: jus makin convo Starz 4633: y is he there? ProjectGoat9: coo ProjectGoat9: dunno, i think he's visiting some one ProjectGoat9: family stuff ProjectGoat9: he told me @ band practice...saturday Starz 4633: ok ProjectGoat9: got it Starz 4633: aight Starz 4633: so... wut u doin the rest of the week? ProjectGoat9: dunno, staying here, and prolly going to one of my moms friends house, or see if linda want to hang out. Starz 4633: aww... Starz 4633: kewl ProjectGoat9: aww what? Starz 4633: u like her, dont u... ProjectGoat9: i dunno Starz 4633: yes u do ProjectGoat9: i really don't want to like any one right now Starz 4633: oo Starz 4633: ... ProjectGoat9: its complicated Starz 4633: how? ProjectGoat9: it just is...its like i want a relationship, but i don't... Starz 4633: oo?! Starz 4633: y dont u? ProjectGoat9: don't wanna get hurt again ProjectGoat9: every relationship i've been in i've ended up getting hurt Starz 4633: yea, tru ProjectGoat9: yeah ProjectGoat9: shit ProjectGoat9: thnx ProjectGoat9: fuck, wrong window Starz 4633: oo Starz 4633: lol... ok
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