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Pile of Heads - So Much Hate

ever have that feeling that somethings wrong, but you don't know what it is? i'm going though that now... maybe its because i'm talking to jackie, who at one point i liked...and she's prying into me, and i really don't want her to, but nevertheless she is. i'm just really in a "i could care less" mood right now...and i really don't feel like talking about linda, or any one else.
 
Starz 4633: hey
ProjectGoat9: hey
Starz 4633: how r u
ProjectGoat9: fine you?
Starz 4633: pretty good
ProjectGoat9: thats good
Starz 4633: yea
Starz 4633: so wut have u done this spring break
ProjectGoat9: nothing
Starz 4633: wow
Starz 4633: wuts wrong?
ProjectGoat9: what makes you think somethings wrong?
Starz 4633: the fact that u r answering all my ?s with one word answers is kinda a major hint to somethings wrong
ProjectGoat9: ah, im just tired
Starz 4633: bs
Starz 4633: wuts wrong
ProjectGoat9: i'm tired, i've been up since 2am
Starz 4633: so, I have been up since yesterday morning, I think u can handle it
Starz 4633: lol
ProjectGoat9: yeah me too
ProjectGoat9: lol
Starz 4633: so newayz
Starz 4633: who all u talking to?
ProjectGoat9: just you and nicole
Starz 4633: Nicole who?
ProjectGoat9: hang on
Starz 4633: ok
ProjectGoat9: rutherford
ProjectGoat9: nicole rutherford
Starz 4633: oo
Starz 4633: ok?!
ProjectGoat9: lol
Starz 4633: so wut u up to
ProjectGoat9: nothin much
ProjectGoat9: playing gta
ProjectGoat9: and talkin to people
Starz 4633: kewl
ProjectGoat9: yeah, i got asked to prom
Starz 4633: by...
ProjectGoat9: linda
Starz 4633: snyder??
ProjectGoat9: yeah
Starz 4633: SHES A HOE!!!
Starz 4633: sry if u dont agree...
Starz 4633: wut did u say?
ProjectGoat9: i haven't answered yet
Starz 4633: oo
Starz 4633: wut r u going to say?
ProjectGoat9: dunno, haven't thought about it
Starz 4633: oo
Starz 4633: well, do u want to go with her??
ProjectGoat9: i dunno, i really don't want to go at all.
Starz 4633: oo
Starz 4633: do u like her??
ProjectGoat9: as a friend
Starz 4633: oo
Starz 4633: thats kewl
Starz 4633: i suppose
ProjectGoat9: yeah
Starz 4633: so newayz... moving on
ProjectGoat9: ?
Starz 4633: hows it goin wit u
ProjectGoat9: eh, so-so
Starz 4633: y so-so
Starz 4633: explain
ProjectGoat9: well...
Starz 4633: ...
ProjectGoat9: i talked to my ex, she's wanting to go back out with me
ProjectGoat9: but, i really don't feel like being hurt again.
Starz 4633: and thats - bad??
ProjectGoat9: yeah
Starz 4633: oo
ProjectGoat9: she's one of the reasons i don't trust people
Starz 4633: oo
ProjectGoat9: yeah
ProjectGoat9: but, part of me says yet, and the other says no
Starz 4633: well, do u like her like that still?
Starz 4633: if u do, go out with her
ProjectGoat9: kinda
Starz 4633: then go out with her
Starz 4633: wuts the worse that could happen?
Starz 4633: who is it newayz?
ProjectGoat9: you wouldn't know her, she doesn't go to NV
Starz 4633: oo
Starz 4633: where does she go
Starz 4633: ?
ProjectGoat9: i don't want to get hurt again, she left me for one of my closests friends
ProjectGoat9: ike
Starz 4633: oo
Starz 4633: im sry, that sux
ProjectGoat9: yeah
Starz 4633: well, if u think she would do that to u again, then dont go bak out with her
Starz 4633: but if u trust her, dont wry bout it
Starz 4633: and go out with her
ProjectGoat9: nah, i don't trust her.
Starz 4633: then dont go bak out with her till u do
Starz 4633: if u ever do again
ProjectGoat9: i don't plan on it, if it didn't work out once why would it work out the second time? know what i mean?
Starz 4633: yea, i made that mistake by going bak out with my ex last year
Starz 4633: i went out with him seven times
Starz 4633: it sucked
ProjectGoat9: holy shit
Starz 4633: wut
ProjectGoat9: 7 times...
Starz 4633: lol
Starz 4633: yea
ProjectGoat9: how many guys have you gone out with total?
Starz 4633: too many to count
ProjectGoat9: ah.
Starz 4633: yup yup
ProjectGoat9: i've only gone out with 5 people.
ProjectGoat9: one lasted almost 3 years...
Starz 4633: really, I wish I could say that
ProjectGoat9: nah, after 3 years it hurts like no other
Starz 4633: yea
Starz 4633: my longest relationship was almost two yrs, but yea...
ProjectGoat9: hmm.
Starz 4633: I broke it off, cuz he was cheating on me
ProjectGoat9: ah
Starz 4633: yea...
ProjectGoat9: how long was he cheating on you?
Starz 4633: rwo months
Starz 4633: two**
ProjectGoat9: hm.
Starz 4633: yup yup
ProjectGoat9: lets see .. mine was i think the half year her and i were togeather
Starz 4633: really...
ProjectGoat9: yeah
Starz 4633: hmm...
ProjectGoat9: ?
Starz 4633: wut
ProjectGoat9: your the one who said "hmm..."
ProjectGoat9: lol
ProjectGoat9: *sigh* :-X
Starz 4633: lol
Starz 4633: ok?!
Starz 4633: so yea, u talk to Tom lately?
ProjectGoat9: nah, he's in seattle this week :-)
ProjectGoat9: why?
Starz 4633: jus makin convo
Starz 4633: y is he there?
ProjectGoat9: coo
ProjectGoat9: dunno, i think he's visiting some one
ProjectGoat9: family stuff
ProjectGoat9: he told me @ band practice...saturday
Starz 4633: ok
ProjectGoat9: got it
Starz 4633: aight
Starz 4633: so... wut u doin the rest of the week?
ProjectGoat9: dunno, staying here, and prolly going to one of my moms friends house, or see if linda want to hang out.
Starz 4633: aww...
Starz 4633: kewl
ProjectGoat9: aww what?
Starz 4633: u like her, dont u...
ProjectGoat9: i dunno
Starz 4633: yes u do
ProjectGoat9: i really don't want to like any one right now
Starz 4633: oo
Starz 4633: ...
ProjectGoat9: its complicated
Starz 4633: how?
ProjectGoat9: it just is...its like i want a relationship, but i don't...
Starz 4633: oo?!
Starz 4633: y dont u?
ProjectGoat9: don't wanna get hurt again
ProjectGoat9: every relationship i've been in i've ended up getting hurt
Starz 4633: yea, tru
ProjectGoat9: yeah
ProjectGoat9: shit
ProjectGoat9: thnx
ProjectGoat9: fuck, wrong window
Starz 4633: oo
Starz 4633: lol... ok